Krystal Miller is a mother of two in Perth, Australia, and she lives with an ileostomy bag. Diagnosed withCrohn's disease, Miller had a part of her bowel removed, and wears an ileostomy bag in its place. On her blog, Bag Lady Mama, Miller writes about "how [she lives] as a babylady and how we can still rock our worlds with our bellys out!"
One of her many empowering post talks about feeling sexy after surgery.
She writes about meeting a hot guy at a bar, and being anxious to tell him about the ileostomy bag before getting it on:
I really wanted to be dragged away and swept off my feet, but I was nervous about telling some stranger about my bag! Id never had a one night stand before! How the hell do you tell some random that you have a bag, and how the hell do you explain why?!
Anyways, I caved! This gorgeous guy was into me as much as I was and I told him "Look I have a bag. I have had bowel surgery. This is why I cant go home with you!"
His response will stay with me for the rest of my life! " I already know! " Huh?! How the hell could he possibly know I had a bag?! Well the switched on bugger had put 2 and 2 together while we were dancing! Sooooooo... he said, wanna come home?! YEP!
My first and only one night stand! It made me feel so good that some stranger could want me and want to be with me even though he didn't love me, he didn't have to go home or take me home with him that night. That guy could have had anyone in that club that night, but he chose me!
The confidence and the change in me was instant! I felt sexy again, I felt empowered! I felt like a woman who was still desirable!
Miller shares light hearted selfies to celebrate her body, and also serious posts that candidly chronicle the nature of the disease.
She writes:
The excruciating pain in my stomach was like poison running through. I remember I'd sit on the toilet for hours and feel the poison leaving my body, only for it to return the moment I stood up.
There were even times that I'd be sitting on the toilet screaming and crying in pain. My boyfriend at the time would have to pick me up off the toilet and carry me to the shower. I couldn't even wash myself .
Not long after that I had my surgery. I was 22 and single and it was the best time for me to mentally get used to the new me.
Miller describes the specifics of the disease with humor and heart:
My surgery was a total proctocolectomy and permanent Ileostomy. They removed 6kgs of diseased bowel. Since I needed a permanent Ileostomy they also needed to remove my rectum - Que. my fav part! The butt jokes!!!
Joke #1 the only asshole I have now is... My darling hubby.
Joke #2 when hubby says (look away now Shannon's family) if you had a butt... My reply is always "baby, you find it you can have it!"
Now let me tell you, having your asshole cut out and stitched back up is FREAKING painful! Then when they are mean and don't put dissolvable stitches... Well you can imagine what that's like having them removed!!!
Having my first surgery literally saved my life! It was the best thing that ever happened! I moved to Darwin to start Uni a few months later then a year later to Greece!
I spent 3 years in Greece and the U.K. BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE!!!
Miller is inspiring people—with and without bags—to love their bodies and focus on what really matters.