Very few 14-year-olds earn a paycheck by standing on a street corner all day. Even fewer patrol that corner while apprehending would-be criminals and guarding the thin barrier between order and lawlessness.
This 14-year-old got to do both – busting old people for stealing shopping carts.
When the summer of 1988 arrived, my mother decided I had to get a job. Evidently, my favorite habits of reading books and practicing chords on my cheap, unamplified guitar had gotten out of control. After 10 months of reporting to school five days a week, and before the next 10 months of reporting to school five days a week, I needed some structure and discipline.
I forget which well-meaning, horrible person saw that our local Pathmark was hiring, but within days, I was bagging groceries and dashing off to return unwanted dairy products to their rightful shelves. Before long, I was led outside and told about my new assignment. Shopping carts are expensive to replace, my manager explained. (He was right. One can run you 200 bucks these days). Certain customers would pay for their groceries and simply wheel the cargo to their houses, ignoring the signs that such a move was illegal.
Now, these convenience-seeking sons of bitches would have to get past 128 pounds of reluctant, mumbling, braces-wearing teenage justice.
And so began my days pacing around the corner of that parking lot, watching people my age make their way to and from their destinations of summer fun. They cruised by on bikes and skateboards. They dribbled basketballs. They brandished slices of pizza and ice cream cones. Sometimes they'd stop for a minute and I'd explain my duties while they looked at me with sympathy. A few times, to avoid the embarrassing job description, I lied and said I was just waiting there for a ride home (because, you know, being abandoned by loved ones in a parking lot is a more dignified scenario.)
When my friends visited me, I would actually feel betrayed that they left after only five or ten minutes. (What? You're not going to stand on this 104-degree asphalt with me, shifting from one foot to the other all afternoon? What kind of friend are you??)
Inevitably, I would spot someone pushing a cart off the lot. You'd think I would have welcomed the break in the monotony. And you would be wrong.
Confronting these people was even more awkward than you can imagine. They were almost always very old and usually very cranky. They yelled at me. They cursed me in English. And in Spanish. And with hand gestures.
Some would simply walk right by, eyes straight ahead, as if I were begging for spare change or howling about the coming apocalypse. One especially elderly fellow explained that his cart – smaller than the others and green instead of silver – was indeed his cart that he'd been wheeling to the store for years. He was obviously telling the truth, and I felt like I'd messed with a sacred relationship, the working class New Jersey equivalent of getting between a man and his horse.
I passed the hours listening to my Walkman. I probably spent half my paycheck on double-A batteries and Rush cassettes I bought inside the store on my break. (Side note: Yes, supermarkets sold music then, and it was great: Go in for milk and eggs and decide to pick up Judas Priest's Screaming for Vengeance on a whim.)
But no matter how many times I heard Geddy Lee's voice in my headphones proclaiming They call me the working man. I guess that's what I am, I couldn't convince myself that I was manly or that this was “work."
Improbably, I held that job for almost two years. It became the awful, sleep-deprived, 8:00-in-the-morning-Saturday-
Then, before my third summer tour of duty could get under way, my friend got me a job at the movie theater where he worked. No more standing still in a parking lot for me. Now I'd be stationed at a little podium, taking tickets in an air conditioned lobby.
In time, I would become a husband, a high school English teacher, and a father, and perhaps that awful summer job helped me develop the all-important ability to stand there, tell people about the rules, and then watch as they do whatever the hell they want.